Marnie's birth story

Wednesday, 19 July 2017


The last few weeks have been busy. And utterly wonderful. On 22 June 2017 at 8:36am, we welcomed our fourth beautiful baby into our family. Our little girl was born at home as planned, weighing 7lb 8.5oz and it was a moment I will never forget.

Of course all four of my birth experiences have been wonderful and unforgettable. But something about Marnie's birth was a little clearer. Less foggy. Maybe I had less gas and air this time. Whatever it was, I'll never forget the first time we looked at each other. As I lifted her out of the water, she looked straight into my eyes. It was magical. And we sat there in the birth pool, just looking at each other for what felt like hours. She didn't cry. She just looked at me.

I've spent a lot of time just looking at her ever since.

I managed to film a fair amount of her birth, which I will always be grateful for. I have a few photos of my first three babies just after they were born, which I will always treasure, but having a video to watch back is so precious. It brings all the memories flooding back of my four babies being born and those incredible first moments with your new little one.

If you'd like to watch our birth story I'll link it below. It's a video I will always treasure (and watch at least 1000 times, whilst weeping into a tub of Ben & Jerry's).

Preparing for my home water birth | 37 week pregnancy update

Monday, 12 June 2017


The time has come. Only two weeks to go (ish) and, if all goes to plan, I'll be climbing into our birth pool to welcome our fourth little human to the family.

This last week I'm swinging from excited to terrified and back again. I know I can do it. After all, it's not my first time! But I can't help feeling a little anxious every so often. 

Will things go to plan? Will it be too fast this time? What if I go over and have to be induced? But, let's face it, there's very little I can do to control how it goes once things start. I need to relax, stay calm and trust my body to do what it needs to do.

Hypnobirthing has been helping me to relax and focus in the last few weeks. I'll write a post about it a little further down the line to share my experiences, but I can already tell that it will help me a lot during labour.

Getting everything organised and ready to go is also helping me feel calm and in control for however long I have left before the baby arrives.

So here's my latest pregnancy update, at 37 weeks. I filmed this immediately after a Facebook live update for Channel Mum, if you fancy checking that out too.

Not long to go now! Eek.

My newborn wishlist

Thursday, 8 June 2017


Where do I start? I could literally add hundreds of items to this list, but I'll try to restrain myself and stick to the things I really need. I need gold printed swaddles right?

With this being baby number four, we have a lot of things already. So thankfully we don't need to start from scratch. However, I find it really hard to resist tiny things in general and have a tendency to get carried away. 

Speaking of gold printed swaddles, I may have already made that sneaky purchase and will be sharing details of those and the other items I've already bought for the baby in a newborn haul video on Sunday. You can subscribe to my channel here so you don't miss it.

So these are the items that I haven't got around to buying yet, but I would love to get for the new baby.

Snuzpod bedside crib. Yes, my husband is right. I've managed to have three babies without needing a bedside crib, so why is this such an essential purchase for baby number four? Well, not only is it pretty and practical (hello additional storage space!), but I need this crib for my health. Bear with me... With the arrival of each of my babies I've also received a slightly stiff and painful lower back. Bending over a moses basket repeatedly in the middle of the night to pick up and carefully lower a baby between night feeds takes its toll on your back. Because the Snuzpod is attached to your bed and you can lower the side, it means I can scoop the baby out of the crib easily, without having to actually bend and lift. So, its good for my back. That's got to be a good enough reason right? 

Liewood Augusta Panda towel. It's a towel. With panda ears. What's not to love? Its also made from organic cotton and huge, so the perfect choice for those special first baby baths.

Babasac sleeping bag. Although I like to swaddle babies in the early weeks, a baby sleeping bag is an essential for me as they get a little bit older (and wrigglier). This cloud-print beauty from Mama Designs not only looks lovely, but it's also multi-tog (which saves you having to buy two), but it makes night time changes easier with the opening at the bottom of the bag. It's an award-winning design too. Sold!

Schnuggle baby bath. This is a genius product in my opinion. The shape of the bath allows the baby to sit in a reclined position, supported by the bum-bump and foam back rest. My babies all hated being laid flat in the water at first, so this would definitely make bath times a lot easier and fun for everyone. It's suitable from newborn and is compact in size, which is another plus point for me.

Tiba + Marl Elwood Backpack. I promised myself I wouldn't buy another changing bag this time around. But, what can I say? I just can't resist this one. Just look at it! It's quilted, with gold hardware; just what I love in a bag. It's not too girlie, so my husband can't moan about carrying it. But the biggest selling point for me is that it's a backpack. So much easier to take out and about. I find shoulder changing bags can be very uncomfortable to wear for any length of time, so it's another back/shoulder/health related purchase don't you think? 😉

Mama Designs cellular blanket. I've seen these blankets recommended a few times on Youtube and Instagram, so naturally I was intrigued. A good, soft cellular blanket is an essential and this one comes in a variety of bright and contrast colour-ways. The brights are lovely, but I'm a big fan of grey so the grey with turquoise or orange trim are my favourite. They're reasonably priced too, so I'll definitely be picking one of these up for the baby.

Have you used any of these products? I'd love to hear from you if you have. And what would be on your newborn wishlist? Go on, enable me!

What to really expect when you're expecting

Thursday, 25 May 2017



As wonderful as pregnancy can be, it's not just a healthy glow and baby flutters. We all know that. You may get thicker, fuller hair and a healthy glow that would give J-Lo a run for her money; but you can also look forward to lightning crotch, leaky boobs and an urgency to pee like nothing you have ever experienced before.

Welcome to the most unpredictable nine months of your life.

I've been pretty fortunate in all four of my pregnancies to be completely honest. I've never suffered from terrible morning sickness or the pain that horrible conditions like SPD can cause. But I have had my share of weird and wonderful symptoms that I was not expecting. At all.

I knew my dignity would go out the window during child birth. I was prepared for that. I was fully braced for some unpleasant poking and prodding from midwifes, not to mention from the inside courtesy of the tiny human that was cooking away in there. But some of the delights I've shared in my pregnancy truths video... yep, I didn't see them coming!

I've left the link below, if you fancy a watch. And I'd love to know what symptoms you experienced during pregnancy that you wish you'd known about before hand.


25 week pregnancy update

Tuesday, 9 May 2017


Ah lightning crotch. One of my favourite pregnancy symptoms. To be honest, I'm so behind on publishing my updates here that I probably deserve it!

I really want to have them all here to look back on, as well as on my YouTube channel. So apologies for the pregnancy update spam over the next week or so while I catch up.

Week 25 was definitely a turning point for me - all of a sudden, my energy levels dropped and the pregnancy tiredness was a real struggle! Apart from that, I'm still feeling great and can't complain. Other than the odd case of lightning crotch, which is always a delight. 

My husband did throw a bit of a curve ball this week, with the suggestion that maybe this isn't our last baby after all.... haha, don't worry mum, it is!

Current favourites

Friday, 17 March 2017


I well and truly missed the boat on a February favourites video last month, even though there are plenty of products I've been enjoying recently. So I thought I'd pop them all into a current faves video instead.

There's a few beauty bits, including my new favourite moisturiser. Don't you love it when you find a product that just works for you?

Also, since being pregnant I have a new found love of footwear. Mainly because it's the only thing I know will fit and look half decent! 

I'm also blaming pregnancy for a little rebellious behaviour on the snack front. If you can't make unwise food decisions when you're pregnant, when can you!?

What have you been enjoying lately?


Woah, my belly! | 23 week pregnancy update

Thursday, 16 March 2017


Week 23 was definitely the week of the bump. All of a sudden, I have a very noticeable bump and the baby is moving around so much now. 

I love this bit. When you feel definite kicks and wriggles and there's no mistaking there's a little person in there. 

At the moment, I'm feeling great. Not too tired, no more nausea and still pretty comfortable - except at night, but this pillow is definitely helping with that. So I'm making the most of this bit, before I get much bigger and exhausted!

I have had a few of those delightful little stretchy pains at the bottom of my bump. You know the ones - they stop you in your tracks and you have to take a few deep breaths before you can stand up straight. Yep, those. Thankfully, I've not had them much so far and long may that last.

Other than that, there's not a great deal to report. I've left a link to my latest pregnancy update video below, if you fancy a watch. Also, if anyone has any recommendations for hypnobirthing please leave them in the comments. I've never done it before and would love to look into it more.